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Sep. 8th, 2006 07:17 pmOkay, so anyone remember this random, out of the blue update I posted almost two years ago?
So, yeah, I kinda randomly deactivated from my sorority. Not really randomly, but it probably seemed like it. As for why, the one thing I wanted to accomplish my senior year was to make some changes for the betterment of my mental health, specifically the oh so trite "coming to terms with my sexuality" angst that I've been carrying around for a lot longer than some people realize. (Because you know me and sharing my problems. For the most part, you can pry them out of my cold dead hand.) And though there were plenty (loads!) of things about Phi Mu I wouldn't trade for anything, a sorority is not the right environment for me right now. And it was a really hard decision, but ultimately leaving is what's best for me. So goodbye, Phi Mu.
But don't think this means I'm going to stop snapping over things. 'Cause no.
On a more positive note, Megan is coming! And holy crap, the most anticipated episode of the season!!! (At least for me!) My "Martin Gero is My Stargate Writer Boyfriend" icon is so ready.
So, yeah, I kinda randomly deactivated from my sorority. Not really randomly, but it probably seemed like it. As for why, the one thing I wanted to accomplish my senior year was to make some changes for the betterment of my mental health, specifically the oh so trite "coming to terms with my sexuality" angst that I've been carrying around for a lot longer than some people realize. (Because you know me and sharing my problems. For the most part, you can pry them out of my cold dead hand.) And though there were plenty (loads!) of things about Phi Mu I wouldn't trade for anything, a sorority is not the right environment for me right now. And it was a really hard decision, but ultimately leaving is what's best for me. So goodbye, Phi Mu.
But don't think this means I'm going to stop snapping over things. 'Cause no.
On a more positive note, Megan is coming! And holy crap, the most anticipated episode of the season!!! (At least for me!) My "Martin Gero is My Stargate Writer Boyfriend" icon is so ready.
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Date: 2006-09-11 03:54 am (UTC)