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So I've a really shitty evening. First off, I'm still really upset about my dad, who has joined a church and become homophobic. I don't know if he accepts me anymore, which is something you should never doubt about your parents.

Secondly, my uncle died today. I never met him. His name was Michael; he was mentally retarded and spent most of his life in a special needs facility. My mom and especially my grandmother are really upset. I am too.

Thirdly, during the pre-audition dance thing for "Fiddler on the Roof" (where they teach you the dance you're going to do at the audition) I fell, embarrassed myself, and managed, I think, to pull a tendon in my ankle. So I wasn't able to learn the rest of the dance, not that it matters anyway, because unless the damn thing miraculously heals overnight, I won't be doing any dancing whatsoever at my audition tomorrow. So I'm probably not making it in. That's disappointing (to say the least).

And all of this random crap has just been building, and I've been crying on and off for a while all evening. So. Someone cheer me up. Please.