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Late to the party here, but oh well.
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wordweaver06 first.
a. Choose 15 people from your friends list at random.
b. Write something about/to each of them.
c. Don't tell anyone who the statements are about.
Like Meg, these comments are going to be about my friends in general, on and off lj.
1)You are such a beautiful person. I wish I could be like you. Anyway, talking with you always makes me feel so much better.
2)I'm glad you're back and I hope you're okay. I haven't seen you in forever, and I think that's mostly my fault. I feel like I've been a crappy, unavailable friend, but I'm still hoping that we actually do have one of those "pick right up where you left off" sort of relationships.
3) What the hell would I do without you? You're one of the few people in the world that I trust, that I know will always be there for me no matter what, no matter how whiny or depressing we both get. Because frankly, you need me as much as I need you and vice versa. How often does that happen?
4)You are the yang to my yin. Sometimes you're exactly what I need, and hanging out with you never gets old. I hope you get your life back on track. If anyone can do it, it's you, whether you realize that or not.
5) You are seriously one of my favorite people in the whole world. I love hanging out with you; sometimes it's the best part of my day. I wish you would relax somemore. You don't have to do it all on your own.
6)I feel like we'll never really be friends the way we used to be again. I'm so very, very sorry about that. Because really, it's all been my fault. And I've never apologized to you face to face.
7) I wish we saw each other, oh like, ever. Because I really have a lot of respect for you, and I feel like we have a lot we could talk about.
8)I think you need to have more faith in yourself and stop caring so much what everyone thinks. You'll never find where you belong otherwise. Still, I want you to know that it's okay.
9)You are so awesome, hun. I could hang out with you forever. I feel like we have a lot of random things in common. And I'm so sorry you've been hurt the way you have.
10)There are really no words that will do you justice here. I feel like you are the braver, better version of myself. You really have no idea how much I admire you. I want you to know how glad I am that you've found a place to belong, and a someone to be with. Really. Other than that, I can only hope that the more things change, the more they stay the same.
11)I never know if I'm even justified in being mad at you anymore. I have no idea what's going on with you anymore, and I don't know if it's because we're busy, or because I'm pulling away before you bail on me again. Maybe you're doing the same thing. I really wish I could talk with you about this, but somehow I'm never sure if it isn't just all in my head.
12)I love you, and I always have fun hanging out with you. You're surprisingly easy to talk with about everything, though I think part of that is because I'm never quite sure if you're really listening.
13)I don't know you very well, but I really like you a lot. I wish I was into some of the fandoms you are so I could really appreciate your writing.
14)I love love *love* being nerdy with you, even if it doesn't always seem like it. Sorry about that.
15) Even though we're friends, I don't get you. Not really. I'll say this, though, you continue to surprise me.
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wordweaver06 first.a. Choose 15 people from your friends list at random.
b. Write something about/to each of them.
c. Don't tell anyone who the statements are about.
Like Meg, these comments are going to be about my friends in general, on and off lj.
1)You are such a beautiful person. I wish I could be like you. Anyway, talking with you always makes me feel so much better.
2)I'm glad you're back and I hope you're okay. I haven't seen you in forever, and I think that's mostly my fault. I feel like I've been a crappy, unavailable friend, but I'm still hoping that we actually do have one of those "pick right up where you left off" sort of relationships.
3) What the hell would I do without you? You're one of the few people in the world that I trust, that I know will always be there for me no matter what, no matter how whiny or depressing we both get. Because frankly, you need me as much as I need you and vice versa. How often does that happen?
4)You are the yang to my yin. Sometimes you're exactly what I need, and hanging out with you never gets old. I hope you get your life back on track. If anyone can do it, it's you, whether you realize that or not.
5) You are seriously one of my favorite people in the whole world. I love hanging out with you; sometimes it's the best part of my day. I wish you would relax somemore. You don't have to do it all on your own.
6)I feel like we'll never really be friends the way we used to be again. I'm so very, very sorry about that. Because really, it's all been my fault. And I've never apologized to you face to face.
7) I wish we saw each other, oh like, ever. Because I really have a lot of respect for you, and I feel like we have a lot we could talk about.
8)I think you need to have more faith in yourself and stop caring so much what everyone thinks. You'll never find where you belong otherwise. Still, I want you to know that it's okay.
9)You are so awesome, hun. I could hang out with you forever. I feel like we have a lot of random things in common. And I'm so sorry you've been hurt the way you have.
10)There are really no words that will do you justice here. I feel like you are the braver, better version of myself. You really have no idea how much I admire you. I want you to know how glad I am that you've found a place to belong, and a someone to be with. Really. Other than that, I can only hope that the more things change, the more they stay the same.
11)I never know if I'm even justified in being mad at you anymore. I have no idea what's going on with you anymore, and I don't know if it's because we're busy, or because I'm pulling away before you bail on me again. Maybe you're doing the same thing. I really wish I could talk with you about this, but somehow I'm never sure if it isn't just all in my head.
12)I love you, and I always have fun hanging out with you. You're surprisingly easy to talk with about everything, though I think part of that is because I'm never quite sure if you're really listening.
13)I don't know you very well, but I really like you a lot. I wish I was into some of the fandoms you are so I could really appreciate your writing.
14)I love love *love* being nerdy with you, even if it doesn't always seem like it. Sorry about that.
15) Even though we're friends, I don't get you. Not really. I'll say this, though, you continue to surprise me.
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Though lj is probably not the best place for this, I guess we've never really ever dealt with any of our issues, mostly because I felt (and still do feel) horribly guilty and was too cowardly to say something. I have the feeling that I'm going to keep letting you down forever. And I don't want to be that person. Email me if you want. Or hell, call.
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And this version thing? Has to stop. I think a lot of our self confidence issues stem from this "version" mentality. The fact that there was someone always sitting next to us that we compared ourselves to, and found ourselves to be lacking. (First person plural is a bitch to write in) So this is the last time I'll say this. There are many qualities you posess that I wish I had. I think being a lesbian who is really girly is extremely hard to do. And I admire you for refusing to sacrifice a part of yourself, even if that part is as small as loving pink clothing and accesories.
So, back to the version mentality. I think we should try to stop beating ourselves up for not being perfect and just be glad that we have someone close who offers unconditional understanding, that we can never lose. You will never lose me. Just FYI.
-Meg
(I am 10? I hope I'm 10, or I'm the biggest ass you know)
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Yeah being a pink-wearing lesbian sorority girl is a little weird sometimes. It's hard to hold all the different parts together.
And as for the version mentality, you're probably right. But regardless, I still wish I was braver and more open to people, and that doesn't necessarly have anything to do with being a version. If that makes sense.
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-Meg
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