Meriweridith, you know I love you, and you DO know that your father loves you. You are very loved by both your family and friends (e.g. me). I am really sorry about your uncle, but I am sure he went peacefully. And about your Fiddler on the Roof audition, first of all, you probably didn't do half as bad as you think you did, and second of all, who cares? there are plenty of shows in college, and you might get involved in something completely different that is wayyyy more fun. Third of all, I'm sorry about your ankle, just don't put pressure on it, and it'll be fine. Fifth of all, I am calling you. Tonight. Okay? Well, even if it isn't okay, I'm still calling. Ha.